Now, perhaps the Lord has put this time consuming entity in my life to prevent me from going onto a ministry path, that is not meant for me. It could be, that He, wants me to step out, in faith, and take the unlikely path.
I would love the sure thing, joining an established church ministry, or just a ministry, but it seems the Lord has other plans. So as work has me boxed in to the point where even interviewing for a ministry position is impossible; I shall regroup, and focus on the narrow, difficult path, the Lord has put before me, knowing He is walking beside me, as the journey begins.
Thus says the Lord, your Redeemer, The Holy One of Israel: “I am the Lord your God, Who teaches you to profit, Who leads you by the way you should go.-Isaiah 48:17